I feel as if I am in this dark hole, I keep digging and digging and trying so hard to get out of the darkness but I never actually get anywhere. I don’t know where I am trying to go or how to get where I want to be but I keep on struggling, am I wasting my energy? If I don’t know where I want to go how will I know if I ever get there? I am so lost and confused. The only time I’m truly happy is when I am not alone. It’s like when I’m alone I get lost in these stupid emotions. They’re slowly consuming me; turning me inside out. What is it that is making me feel like this? What’s wrong with me?